thanks agian for everyones replies it made a big difference to me and helped to calm me down. I feel a bit calmer now and i'm not looking in the mirror about 50 times an hour but still feel quite tense and stressed. I'm breastfeeding my little boy and i just dont feel good about taking a higher dose. I'm on medication for PND already and am really worried that they will want to increase the dose. So i'm going to my doctors tommorrow to try to get things sorted out. She did say that she would refer me to the hospital as i was so worried but i told her not to as i think that waiting for an appointment will only highten my anxieties, i need to get that sorted out first. I had another 2 test and they came up perfectly normal. I was a complete wreck, thought i was going to have a panic attack and started babbling about having a brain tumour! Anyway the optometrist was really good, she had a look at the back of my eyes and said that the nerve leading to the brain looked really good and that my pupil was reacting very well to light and that there was no evidence of a tumour. Hi, just to let you know that i went to the opticians yesterday, was so difficult to find one to take me but my daughter went in to specsaver and literally begged them to see me, so they managed to squeeze me in. I'm so scared, just hoping that someone can give me some reassurance. Earlier on i felt that i just could'nt function or deal with my kids, i know thats awful but ireally felt that i was going to have a breakdown. I have been getting lots of tension headaches over the past few days also, my neck is very tight feeling too. I do intend to go for an eye test first thing tomorrow morning. Went over all the same things with the nurse and she reckons the same as the others. Because i was in such a state my daughter called NHS 24 for me again. He told me that both these things were unlikely. He told me i should go for an eye test, and i proceeded to break down into tears and told him that i was worried that i had a brain tumour or was about to have a stroke as my mum died of a stroke at the age of 45. So again i felt a little better until my grown up daughter came to see me and said that she could definately see the difference, just when i thought they were looking more equal! I got myself in to total panic and called my GP surgery again, spoke to a different doctor who tried to calm but unfortunately did'nt really. Anyway i called NHS 24 when i first noticed this and they said that as there was a lack of any other symptoms then i should'nt worry, but needless to say i still worried and the next day i spoke to my GP over the phone who said pretty much the same as the nurse and to go to an optician to get my eyes tested when i got back from holiday.

i had a little boy 10 months ago and feel sure that my PND is returning.

I have real problems with anxiety and suffered from PND after my little girl was born 4 years ago. Sometimes it looks like its gone back to normal end then i'll look again and its bigger again. Hi, i'm really hoping someone can help alleviate my fears, 3 days ago while on holiday i noticed that my left pupil looked larger than my right.

One pupil larger than other